Do you ever get them days your just upset for no real good reason?

I think its just one of those days. I miss my dad hes been gone for almost 3 years and id do anything to have him back.
I wish all this fighting and arguing with my boyfriend would stop. I wish he would stop talking to people that have tyred to break us up in our past. But then again, people say I'm over reacting about that to.
There's nothing i would want more in life then to have all my friends happy. And seems like lately they have been upset and they always come to me. I'm like the mother out of all my friends. In someways i like it, but in some ways its just to much to handle.

Last month i went to the doctor and told her about some of my problems. And Ive known this for a long time but i have huge anxiety problems. Soon I am being put in the hospital that i am near for treatment with anxiety and i am being forced to get over my fears, and nerves. Sure I'm happy, but I'm scared to do that. I'm scared to do everything that i want to do in life. But i know that if i don't do it ill completely fail life all together, i just need help. I want to go to Africa after high school for some volunteering, chances of that happening are slim I'm so scared.

I think maybe what i need to do is,
stop worrying about my friends problems first and take my own problems first. I really need to start doing that. Hopefully ill get better.

And hopefully when i wake up tomorrow i wont feel this way.

I just want to break down and cry.

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Awwww hunny, I'm sorry. Somtimes life is sucky like that...But life goes on, try to just relax and think of the good in life. Everything will smooth out in time. :)

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Unfortunately, Those are just regular teenage things that we all have to deal with. You are not alone. Exercising really relieves all sorts of stress.

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Listen to some tunes!!!!

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Quote: from melodramatic at 5:20 pm on Aug. 20, 2008

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Unfortunately, Those are just regular teenage things that we all have to deal with. You are not alone. Exercising really relieves all sorts of stress.

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Ive been finding swimming in my pool helps. But the second i get out it all comes back...
but thanks :)

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Yeah. My mom recently died. And what has been helping me is just exercising and doing my homework. And hanging out with friends of course. It's made me appreciate things so much more. Not to undermine your problems (thats surely not what I'm trying to do) but things could be much worse [although I don't know anything about your family situation/anything about your life]

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"Un croquis vaut mieux qu'un long discours."

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Quote: from misscharity at 5:21 pm on Aug. 20, 2008

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Quote: from melodramatic at 5:20 pm on Aug. 20, 2008

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Unfortunately, Those are just regular teenage things that we all have to deal with. You are not alone. Exercising really relieves all sorts of stress.

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 Ive been finding swimming in my pool helps. But the second i get out it all comes back...  
 but thanks :)

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Yeah. My mom recently died. And what has been helping me is just exercising and doing my homework. And hanging out with friends of course. It's made me appreciate things so much more. Not to undermine your problems (thats surely not what I'm trying to do) but things could be much worse [although I don't know anything about your family situation/anything about your life]

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Quote: from melodramatic at 5:22 pm on Aug. 20, 2008

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Quote: from misscharity at 5:21 pm on Aug. 20, 2008

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Quote: from melodramatic at 5:20 pm on Aug. 20, 2008

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Unfortunately, Those are just regular teenage things that we all have to deal with. You are not alone. Exercising really relieves all sorts of stress.

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  Ive been finding swimming in my pool helps. But the second i get out it all comes back...  
  but thanks :)

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 Yeah. My mom recently died. And what has been helping me is just exercising and doing my homework. And hanging out with friends of course. It's made me appreciate things so much more. Not to undermine your problems (thats surely not what I'm trying to do) but things could be much worse [although I don't know anything about your family situation/anything about your life]

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Yeah i know what you mean.
I actully never met my dad til i was 14 and 5 months later after i met him he died of cancer at the age of 37. And i wish i could have him back just to spend more time with him.

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Awe :[ I am so sorry. That must have been hard. I know EXACTLY how you feel. What kind of cancer did he have? My Mom died of liver cancer. She was completely healthy until March, when we found out. Then she died 5 months later.

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"Un croquis vaut mieux qu'un long discours."

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Quote: from misscharity at 5:24 pm on Aug. 20, 2008

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Quote: from melodramatic at 5:22 pm on Aug. 20, 2008

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Quote: from misscharity at 5:21 pm on Aug. 20, 2008

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Quote: from melodramatic at 5:20 pm on Aug. 20, 2008

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Unfortunately, Those are just regular teenage things that we all have to deal with. You are not alone. Exercising really relieves all sorts of stress.

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  Ive been finding swimming in my pool helps. But the second i get out it all comes back...  
  but thanks :)

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  Yeah. My mom recently died. And what has been helping me is just exercising and doing my homework. And hanging out with friends of course. It's made me appreciate things so much more. Not to undermine your problems (thats surely not what I'm trying to do) but things could be much worse [although I don't know anything about your family situation/anything about your life]

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 Yeah i know what you mean.  
 I actully never met my dad til i was 14 and 5 months later after i met him he died of cancer at the age of 37. And i wish i could have him back just to spend more time with him.

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Awe :[ I am so sorry. That must have been hard. I know EXACTLY how you feel. What kind of cancer did he have? My Mom died of liver cancer. She was completely healthy until March, when we found out. Then she died 5 months later.

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